past is currently in specific pain that i know i can’t even had the gut to ask for a bite (worth the same ratio with the gut i had back with the past). that this pain and problem for me is the as far as past has been away from me for years . that getting to know the problem is easier than getting past near to me? checked.
and i am fully understand that catching up with past all over again, even with current circumstances, is like reaching up a lamp as u get taller – only that the ceiling also grows with u.
no no dear. i am now dare to say that i know you are away and that i am okay.
the thing is..
now i know that you, my past, way long time ago you had that big space.
now i know that you, my past, can always have my calmness be erased.
now i know that you, my past, your space is getting smaller but no dissapear.
now i know that you, my past, you are not those you used to wear
who are you now, i cant even recall.
or it was my mistake for not knowing you at all.
but i do know that now you need push,
exactly the one i’d love to give with a needy-rush.
i used to believe that nothing could break you,
and somehow, right now i still do.
so farewell, dearest past.
stay be the one i used to know, with a blast!
(oh, and by any chance, i’ll let you meet the new bossy neighbor of the place!)