So, at the moment I said that the posts are in progress, I mean it. Though I should admit, this very soon one is unexpected, as well as what my feeling is going on.
Hmm, for you who known me in person, you may heard about virus and kingkong thing. For you who has no idea about this person, good for you! Because a world would be better off without him (well, the world in my head, I mean). This guy is an unique guy whom I was having a crush with.
I myself described me as an outgoing girl, but with less outgoing heart. So when I found out that my crush is not gonna worked, I did walk away, but not as far as anyone will expect me to go.
But I guess, I would have a good force major in upcoming days.
As I heard from a friend, for some academic reasons, he is going to be away. Yepp, away from kost2an, away from campus, away from the city!
So I’ve heard.
It surprised me that I am not happy, nor sad. One thing that crossed my mind immediately is that I will lose any possibilitites of seeing him, totally. Well, it’s not that I meet him so often (because seeing him for me was like getting a jackpot last years – but it’s been like a noon-mare these days); but I should admit that the fact quite distract me since last night.
I believe it actually benefits me in my totally-over-him project. Though it should not be easy, but hey, I’ve been adapting a lot these months =). That is why I post this, to keep up my spirit in the future. So I guess all I had to say would be:
“ Safe trip ya bang! Baik-baik di sana! ”